it is not an easy one....i know it's difficult or even more complicated. It is not a usual thing that could be solve in a moment. it is seems to be something "only", but it's not "only". For something like this i should keep it secretly deep down in my heart, though it is not always being something that should be kept by. When i decide that i should forget it, i should avoid it, or i should not be in a condition, i know that i should be a consistent one....and i be one of them right.